idk i never really thought it was that fucked up but my parents divorced when i was really young and it was a super contentious divorce that involved dragging my babysitters to court to fight each other, and my mom has always been a really distant person and my dad didn't really know how to dad when i was a young kid but we're really close now. my mom though, idk, i feel weird even hugging her. she's always been a really hands off parent, left me all the time, and never opened up or got vulnerable with me or encouraged the same from me. like she almost died from this super serious disease when i was a kid and she didnt even tell me she was sick until she was better.
sa lmao also she was in hawaii that time there was that bomb threat and everyone on the island thought they were going to die and she just...sat there and didn't even text me or call me even though she was huddled up waiting to die with a bunch of strangers. just fucking weird, a therapist once told me she sounds autistic but i think she just doesn't know how to be a warm or emotional person
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