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where is mmhmm (or however its spelled) to shame gabby union for not being waxed at all times and daring to present herself to the public.
The Demogorgon, also known as the Monster, is the main antagonist of Season 1. It was a predatory humanoid creature that entered Hawkins, Indiana in November 1983. The creature originated from the parallel dimension known as the Upside Down.
Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me
Triggered nona. cblue is swimming in your brain lmfao.
Good 4 gabby 💋a lil hairy lip never hurt nobody
i'm not at all. got the boys falling over me but keep on with the narrative to pick up your low self esteem LMFAO
one is listed as an artist, one they’re just a distributor
her name means Mata Hari From New Hampshire - mhfromnh
cblue is PLAYING nonas and you keep taking the bait lmfao we love to see it!
cue the bitter hi groupie nona.
cue the bitter hi groupie nona.
Hit me bay one more time. Still perfect pop song. Doesn't age.
if you're going on dates during a global pandemic you are a S L U T P I G
Ifkr.
numbedtoe
July 24th, 2021, 04:59 pm (local)
Cardiologist is Monday. I don’t think it will be anything bad, and probably just some illumination on what to do with the yo-going blood pressure. I’ve been doing the POTS protocols of salt, careful movement/work towards exercise again cause omg do I get dizzy and sweaty and feel weird fast. I can get so dizzy I hit the ground, so yeah this is fun. It’s not fatal just a problem that could be manageable in time. How long idk. I guess some never really get it to a manageable place but I’m not going down that road mentally. I’m also doing the blood pressure pill at night and dietetic in the morning. Cause I can swell up too. And it seems like one without the other and my bp just soars. But my body doesn’t want the dietetic when I can barely hang onto my potassium as it is, another covid left over. They tell me they think covid fucked that all up. but if I do, I pee out my potassium that I can barely hang onto as it is which is also from covid. It fucked with my ability to hang onto my potassium full stop. It’s a cycle from hell. And they tell me it’s classic for pots that upping the one blood pressure medicine doesn’t work. We have tried. Repeatedly. 50 mgs does nothing 75 and more I bottom out or it slows my heart too much. So 25 of metoprolol at night and 12.5 of hydrochlorothiazide is my sweet spot for being able to control the blood pressure. Most people would love those amounts cause they are small! But every fucking time it wipes out my potassium. I am on potassium pills, prescription strength. That’s in addition to a high potassium diet. And I have a hell of a time hanging onto everything without the diuretic.
So I really hope he has some ideas because I’ve been doing the medication shuffle and it’s not working. We need to bring my blood pressure down because of how sick it makes me, in addition to further stroke risk. The headaches are unreal when it’s up. And I have to be able to hang on my potassium. we don’t know if I can handle the spironolactone because it makes me so dizzy on top of the fact that I’m already so dizzy. Really ups the fall risk.
So I’m not expecting anything bad and my last check in October my heart muscle was ok. It came through the worst of covid better than I ever thought It would. But now my question is long-term stuff. Because the potassium yo-yoing throws me into arrhythmias. We pull me out of it with fast infusion. But I can’t imagine it’s great to continue doing this all the time. And when all of my existing heart problems are with the rhythm. I just don’t know. And I’m wondering if my reluctance about wanting to go on Monday, is because I hate doctors and going to them that much now, and I like my cardiologist for what it’s worth. Or if it’s because there are some questions that are worth asking now that the immediate threat of the virus is over and now it’s long term kind of questions?
Deep down I think I’m waiting for the last stroke of here. Here is this thing and it will be my end. And anymore I’m not sure if I’m scared they are going to tell me that I’m going to die & soon or that I’m gonna live, just with all of these limitations. Cause I don’t know which sounds worse anymore. I’m still so fucked up from fatigue I’m pretty much not functional and spend most my time in bed. And I’m on meds designed to keep me awake. When they work I can be up jebus 30 hours. Way more than we want. But when they don’t which is most of the time I’m lucky if I’m awake 5 hours out of 24 and it might not be all at once. They said my heart could handle it and they switched me to Ritalin over Provigil to just stay awake and it worked, for like 4-5 days and I’m back to I can’t stay awake.
But then my everything wiped out again so idk.
I’m just tired of being sick. I thought I knew what being chronically ill was and how limiting it was and then this happened and it blew up everything.
https://ohnotheydidnt.livejournal.com/121270581.html?thread=20260356661#t20260356661
numbedtoe
July 24th, 2021, 04:59 pm (local)
Cardiologist is Monday. I don’t think it will be anything bad, and probably just some illumination on what to do with the yo-going blood pressure. I’ve been doing the POTS protocols of salt, careful movement/work towards exercise again cause omg do I get dizzy and sweaty and feel weird fast. I can get so dizzy I hit the ground, so yeah this is fun. It’s not fatal just a problem that could be manageable in time. How long idk. I guess some never really get it to a manageable place but I’m not going down that road mentally. I’m also doing the blood pressure pill at night and dietetic in the morning. Cause I can swell up too. And it seems like one without the other and my bp just soars. But my body doesn’t want the dietetic when I can barely hang onto my potassium as it is, another covid left over. They tell me they think covid fucked that all up. but if I do, I pee out my potassium that I can barely hang onto as it is which is also from covid. It fucked with my ability to hang onto my potassium full stop. It’s a cycle from hell. And they tell me it’s classic for pots that upping the one blood pressure medicine doesn’t work. We have tried. Repeatedly. 50 mgs does nothing 75 and more I bottom out or it slows my heart too much. So 25 of metoprolol at night and 12.5 of hydrochlorothiazide is my sweet spot for being able to control the blood pressure. Most people would love those amounts cause they are small! But every fucking time it wipes out my potassium. I am on potassium pills, prescription strength. That’s in addition to a high potassium diet. And I have a hell of a time hanging onto everything without the diuretic.
So I really hope he has some ideas because I’ve been doing the medication shuffle and it’s not working. We need to bring my blood pressure down because of how sick it makes me, in addition to further stroke risk. The headaches are unreal when it’s up. And I have to be able to hang on my potassium. we don’t know if I can handle the spironolactone because it makes me so dizzy on top of the fact that I’m already so dizzy. Really ups the fall risk.
So I’m not expecting anything bad and my last check in October my heart muscle was ok. It came through the worst of covid better than I ever thought It would. But now my question is long-term stuff. Because the potassium yo-yoing throws me into arrhythmias. We pull me out of it with fast infusion. But I can’t imagine it’s great to continue doing this all the time. And when all of my existing heart problems are with the rhythm. I just don’t know. And I’m wondering if my reluctance about wanting to go on Monday, is because I hate doctors and going to them that much now, and I like my cardiologist for what it’s worth. Or if it’s because there are some questions that are worth asking now that the immediate threat of the virus is over and now it’s long term kind of questions?
Deep down I think I’m waiting for the last stroke of here. Here is this thing and it will be my end. And anymore I’m not sure if I’m scared they are going to tell me that I’m going to die & soon or that I’m gonna live, just with all of these limitations. Cause I don’t know which sounds worse anymore. I’m still so fucked up from fatigue I’m pretty much not functional and spend most my time in bed. And I’m on meds designed to keep me awake. When they work I can be up jebus 30 hours. Way more than we want. But when they don’t which is most of the time I’m lucky if I’m awake 5 hours out of 24 and it might not be all at once. They said my heart could handle it and they switched me to Ritalin over Provigil to just stay awake and it worked, for like 4-5 days and I’m back to I can’t stay awake.
But then my everything wiped out again so idk.
I’m just tired of being sick. I thought I knew what being chronically ill was and how limiting it was and then this happened and it blew up everything.
https://ohnotheydidnt.livejournal.com/121270581.html?thread=20260356661#t20260356661
which ontders seem like they would be cool IRL?
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